This week in words.

Someone died in an accident

Wow..just like that

Life is so fragile

Attended memorial - thought it was just a small thing, student gathering, candles and speeches, no authorities - but it was a memorial SERVICE by Miri Chapel. Was confused. Left early

"Never drive faster than your guardian angel"

Crocodile watching at the lake..never successful

Had a nice dinner with a few friends

Karaoke - BSB - 8 songs - what was I thinking?

Brunei trip - yes it was fun indeed. Drove back with so many things inside my head. Rear view mirror - all napping. What a sight of peace, how weird was I to think that.

Worrying issues awaited

Fights, fights and fights

We make up

We fight again

Why do we fight?

I hate it when we fight

Gonna run away for a while

Menangis

Have you ever noticed, when you are on the verge of shedding a tear, and someone puts his or her arms around you - you tend to (very easily) cry harder?

Ironic, a consolation becomes a catalyst.

2012/Phobia 2 Movie Review

Well I already am a woman free of examinations so the best thing to do? Watch totally depressing, heart-fainting movies in a day.

2012

"Repent - the end is near"

That's how effective it was.

Phobia 2

AAAAAaaAAAAaaaAaAAAAaaaAARRRGggghHHHAHAHAAAAAAARrrgh!!!!

Best tak review aku?

Sampah

Aku benci gila tong sampah yang jelas takde plastik, tapi orang tetap buang sampah dalam tu bertimbun-timbun, sampai berair-air. Kasihanilah hamba-hamba Allah yang rezekinya datang daripada membersihkan tong sampah itu.

Aku sebagai orang Ipoh

Turut bersedih atas kehilangan N. Dina Deve, M. Devatharshini, Shree Vasudevan and V. Divyashree, all 11, yang maut akibat robohnya sebuah jambatan gantung di Kuala Dipang, 30 minutes away from my hometown 3 days ago.

They were attending a 1Malaysia camp.

Aku tau kita rasa puas setiap kali kita lakukannya.

Terbaca artikel ini.

Mengakui setiap ayat.

Menyesal.

Berfikir.

Mahu berhenti.

Mahu perbaiki.

Seriously, aku nak buang tabiat mencarut!

The undescribable

Kebahagiaan

itu

kadangkala

tidak

mampu

diungkapkan

dengan

kata-kata,

bukan?

:)

In a Muse mood.

I can’t remember when it was good
Moments of happiness elude
Maybe I just misunderstood

All of the love we left behind
Watching the flash backs intertwine
Memories I will never find

So I'll love whatever you become
And forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

And I’ll feel my world crumbling down
I'll feel my life crumbling
I'll feel my soul crumbling away
And falling away
Falling away with you

Staying awake to chase the dream
Tasting the air you’re breathing in
I know I won’t forget a thing

Promise to hold you close and pray
Watching the fantasies decay
Nothing will ever stay the same

All of the love we threw away
All of the hopes we cherished fade
Making the same mistakes again
Making the same mistakes again

And I’ll feel my world crumbling
I'll feel my life crumbling
I'll feel my soul crumbling away
And falling away
Falling away with you

All of the love we left behind
Watching the flash backs intertwine
Memories I will never find
Memories I will never find

This song is so beautiful, I cry every time.

Alright, back to Electrical Systems.

The bigshots of futuristic rock have took a turn to R'n'B.

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

..and still rocks. Hard.

I feel like dancing now. The wonders of having a single room.

-

I was in the midst of my report, when a close friend texted me.

"Z, dia macam nak mintak maaf je ngn ko..nway,mark ES (Electrical Systems) dah kua, sedih. :("

1. Dia tak perlu mintak maaf pun.

2. Mark ES aku menyedihkan jugak.

Akhir-akhir sem ni, it all comes crashing down at the same instant. Assignments, walaupun sikit, need a lot of attention and research, which I love to do, but bila dah heavy sangat, otak ini susah nak berfungsi once you get off it. Internal marks reveal themselves, where predictably tak berapa memuaskan sebab tak fikir consenquences.

Mulalah nak emo-emo, blur, unresponsive, random, gila which some people might perceive differently.

Whatever. I'll just stay in my room. No harm done.